PopularNovelChapter 0068 Chapter 0068 Kaia POV I'm not entirely sure how long I remained in his office, my eyes remained fixated on the door he left through for so long that my eyes were dry. That's fine, they'd be soaking wet soon enough. +25 BONUS I knew he wouldn't cback for me, but my mind was in a state of perplexity that a mate connection with another in the sroom as him, couldn't compete to a bond miles away. Even though it was abandoned by her 4 years ago. 1 3 I really never stood a chance, surely the Moon Goddess would have foreseen this. I must have wronged her in a past life, now reaping the penalties.
When my feet finally start to move, it is purely only out of a robotic function that they do so.
My mind wants to go hand again, I'm not sure how long it takes for my legs to finally comply. But I'm very gentle in my movements, I even make sure his office door is closed behind me, also the alpha house. By the the returns, it would be as if I was never there.
Follow on NovᴇlEnglish.nᴇtI feel a clarity I haven't felt since the day I married Than. I know my path now...and it is not here. 2 The sun outside is starting to lose its strength, the garden lights of the anniversary party now starting to take their hold.
Cheery music continues to play out, the fast beats of a dance track a complete contrast to the woeful song playing in my head.
Is it muddy, because my feet are incredibly heavy to lift all of a sudden. 1 All my mind can think of is getting back to my pack house. It's as if buidings and trees can't even stopI go as the crow flies...not even following the path cemented out to protect the gardens. My robotic form doesn't understand the scenic route. The only option is the direct path, even if beautiful flowers are in my way.
The overspill of pack members from the hall all look my way as I walk towards them. Smiles greetand I can only muster a small polite smile back. It isn't their fault I am broken...they've been nothing but kind to me. Nothing but supportive since the first day I entered as an outsider.
They call out to me, waving drinks in their hands...trying to enticeto party with them. The youngermight want to drink my sorrows, but not the maturethat knows differently. Knows it won't actually solve anything...alcohol would only numb the pain for a short space of time...not actually take it away. It will return soon enough.
I keep on walking.
I even spot Rosa and Riley laughing as they share a joke with their friends, they non-the-wiser of my own heartbreak this evening. And that is how it should be...they are his pack members...not mine.
The music continues to escorthome, the noise only dwindling out when I close my front door behind Chapter 0068 +25 BONUS I've done this before...hidden my feelings to the outside world only for the heavens to crash down onwhen I enter my own solitude.
Follow on Novᴇl-Onlinᴇ.cᴏmMy legs have completed their robotic task. It is all I asked of them and they have fulfilled their purpose to gethwithout collapsing in front of people.
But now they can collapse and so they do.
The flashback of him walking out returns to me, my eyes stinging with the tears that are threatening to fall.
This was déjà vu for me. I've been here before, in this position. Both mentally and physically.
"No more!" I declare to my wolf.
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