Chapter 44
As | walked out of the cemetery, | saw someone | hadn't expected—my dad. Jackson must have gone to see him,
which is how he found out about my mom's camera. He must have also known that | was back.
With a somewhat tentative tone, he asked, "Have you eaten?"
I didn't respond immediately and asked, "What do you want from me?"
He hesitated for a moment before speaking, "Could you chfor a while?"
| couldn't hold back a sarcastic laugh. "You've always toldto stay away. I've followed your wishes, so why
now, all of a sudden, do you wantto return?" His voice trembled as he said, "... Your sister is ill. She has
cancer."
| froze for a moment, taken aback.
"I've tried everything... we've sold everything we can. You're her sister. Could you help her?"
His face was full of sorrow and regret.
"I know you resent me, but it wasn't what | wanted. It wasn't my choice to push you away..."
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His eyes were filled with pain. "You're my daughter. How could | ever bear to send you away? | had my reasons."
| looked at him quietly, knowing that our past was a tangled mess of misunderstandings. "I know," | said, not
needing further explanation.
He seemed to be lost in thought for a moment. | remembered how, on the day | received my college acceptance
letter, I'd been so happy, eager to tell him that | was going to follow in my mother's footsteps and beca
doctor. | rushed home, hoping to share the good news, but when | overheard him arguing with my aunt in the
kitchen, I heard words that cut through me:
"May will be going to college soon too. How are we going to afford it?"
"You've already raised her to adulthood. Isn't that enough?"
"Harry! You know it's either her orin this family!"
I'd closed the door softly and ran out, sitting on the street alone for the rest of the afternoon. That entire
summer, | lived in a constant state of anxiety, waiting for an answer | could never fully understand.
But when the tcforto report to college, | thought | had everything figured out. It felt like a new
beginning, yet my world shattered.
"You didn't want our hto fall apart again, so you sacrificed me. No matter how much it hurt, you still sent me
away," | said quietly.
He opened his mouth, but | interrupted, "I don't resent you. | understand."
| paused and added, "But as a daughter, you're not a terrible father, but you're also not a good one."
| reached for my phone and transferred 300,000 yuan to him. Over the years, he'd sent money into my account
from tto time, and | had saved it all, planning to repay him when the moment was right.
"I've paid back the money you gave me. The rest... let it be my way of repaying your raising me."
| added coldly, "Please, don't clooking foragain."
After | left the restaurant, | felt a wave of lightness wash over me. All the burdens that had weighed heavily on
my heart seemed to lift and disappear, one by one.
| turned a corner and found myself at the flower shop where Joseph had once bought my mother the bird-of-
paradise flowers. The owner recognized me, but the shop was almost empty. She was loading the last of the
flowerpots onto a truck.
| asked, "Where are you moving these to?"
She smiled, "We're closing down! | want to try something different."
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| paused for a moment. "Well, that's alright."
She took the remaining lilies of the valley, hyacinths, and olive branches, and wrapped them into a bouquet for
me. "May we all embrace new beginnings."
We shared a brief, heartfelt hug before parting ways.
As | walked home, the sunset painted the sky in vibrant hues. | stopped for a while, taking in the beauty of the
moment, before my phone rang. It was the dean, his voice tense.
"Joe, your leave might need to end sooner than expected."
| immediately asked, "What's going on?"
He senta news article: "Lebanese Conflict Escalates, Multiple Pager Explosions Reported."
"The hospital thinks you might be the best person to handle this-"
| interrupted him, "I'm going."
| pulled out the necklace with Joseph's nengraved on the tag from my collar and kissed it gently.
| knew then that there would be no other answers. Wherever the smoke of war rises, that's where we must go.
We will always hope that everyone in this world, no matter how deep the darkness they face, will find a glimmer
of hope.