Chapter 37: Chapter 37 Cheng Family's Affairs
So annoying!
Yun Sisi was extremely irritated.
But she didn’t dare to voice her anger. On the surface, she still had to act close to Yun Shifei.
"Sister, you're back," she said, her face lighting up with excitement.
"Mm."
"Shifei, are you full? Do you wantto make you a bowl of noodles?" Xu Ya asked with concern for Yun Shifei.
She was worried Yun Shifei might feel too restrained at someone else’s house and be shy to eat properly.
"I'm full. Ill go back to my room now," Yun Shifei said, able to sense the subtle shift in Xu Ya’s attitude toward
her.
After taking a shower and stepping out while drying her hair, she heard a knock on her door.
She walked over and opened the door—it was Xu Ya.
"Mom, what's the matter?"
"Shifei, | went out today and saw this watch. | thought it might be useful for you, especially since you need to
check the twhile studying. Take a look and see if you like it."
Xu Ya handed over a watch box to Yun Shifei.
Yun Shifei opened it up, revealing a small mechanical watch.
It was simple yet exquisitely crafted.
Yun Shifei happened to need a watch—for exams, for school, and for checking the twhile doing homework.
"Thank you, Mom." She was genuinely happy.
Watching Yun Shifei smile brightly, Xu Ya couldn’t help but feel happy herself.
It seemed she'd finally bought the right thing for Yun Shifei this time.
Yun Shifei had never mentioned wanting a watch, but today Yun Sisi had commented that her own watch was
broken and needed to be repaired. This made Xu Ya suddenly think that Yun Shifei might need one as well.
Yun Shifei was engrossed in fiddling with the watch, while Xu Ya’s gaze remained fixed on her, radiating maternal
love.
When Yun Shifei had first chome, she was skinny, dark-skinned, and pitiful-looking.
A month of care had added sflesh to her frand made her complexion fairer.
Her features looked increasingly pleasing upon closer examination.
Her almond-shaped eyes glistened, clear and bright.
Xu Ya even spotted a hint of her younger self reflected in those features.
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Moreover, the girl had becmore composed now, her demeanor much refined. She would only grow prettier
with time.
But even if she wasn’t pretty, she was still her own child.
Xu Ya should not have harbored even the tiniest bit of prejudice against her.
Since that incident before, Xu Ya had been reflecting on herself daily. Speaking more often with her own mother
on the phone had given her a clearer understanding of what it truly meant to be a mother.
She vividly remembered a chat when her mother mentioned Yun Shifei while talking about family matters.
Xu Ya had shared her worries with her own mother.
Her mother had paused and said thoughtfully: "Xiao Ya, it's your first tbeing a mother. You're handling things
as best as you can from instinct, and | don’t blyou. Do you still recall your childhood? You were often sick,
and our family was poor back then. To pay for your medical treatments, we sold nearly everything of value—your
grandparents’ and great-grandparents’ paintings and calligraphy included. Many people advisedto give up
on you, saying raising a sick girl wasn’t worth it. But | refused to listen because I'm your mother. You are my
child; as long as | have breath left in my body, | would never abandon you..."
"Mom..." Xu Ya certainly remembered bits of her childhood, but in her mind, it hadn't seemed so tough.
Perhaps her parents were always optimistic around her, never showing the difficulties they were going through.
They'd always reassured her to take her medicine and eat well without worry.
Only now did she realize how hard things had been then.
And what her mother was trying to tell her...
"Xiao Ya, I'm not blaming you. | just want you to understand that your child—no matter how life has shaped her—
she is your child. Yes, she didn’t receive a proper education before and may be seen as less desirable by others.
But those are outsiders. You are her mother; you should be guiding her to learn and grow instead of resenting
her. Besides, she had the potential to thrive under better circumstances—it was the adults who made a mistake,
leading her to end up like this. Now that you have her back, how can you not cherish her, regardless of who she
has become? Shouldn't you feel happy to have her home, no matter what? Yet... yet you've grown resentful
toward your own daughter?"
Those words from Mother Xu made Xu Ya burst into tears.
Her tears fell silently and continuously, like a stream that wouldn't stop.
Indeed, why hadn't this simple truth occurred to her beforehand?
Such a clear and obvious truth.
How could she... how could she have drawn comparisons between Yun Shifei and Yun Sisi?
Yun Shifei had grown up away from her parents, surviving like wild grass on her own.
Whereas Yun Sisi—she and Yun Tiancheng had carefully nurtured her as if she were a delicate bloom in a
greenhouse.
They were inherently different; how could she put them side by side for comparison?
Worse yet, that resentment toward Yun Shifei had gradually pushed her to the point of even hitting her.
Watching the obedient Yun Shifei tinkering with the watch, Xu Ya’s heart was awash with conflicting emotions.
She was definitively not a qualified mother.
After that phone call with Mother Xu, she made up her mind to beca better parent.
Whatever Yun Sisi had, Yun Shifei would have too.
Whatever Yun Sisi had experienced in the past, she would make up to Yun Shifei as well.
Only then could she start to ease the daily guilt weighing on her.
Yun Shifei finished fastening the watch, lifted her gaze, and looked at Xu Ya. "Mom, does it look good?"
As Yun Shifei looked up at Xu Ya, she froze.
Xu Ya's expression was somber; her eyes slightly reddened. A swirl of complicated emotions flickered in her
gaze.
"Mom, what's wrong? Are you feeling unwell?"
Before Yun Shifei could finish speaking, Xu Ya pulled her into an embrace.
"Shifei, I'm sorry. Mom made so
many mistakes before and hurt
you—that's my fault Gon Cekpect
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Caught off guard by Xu Ya’s sudden embrace, Yun Shifei was momentarily dazed.
After a while, she slowly extended her hands to return the hug.
"Alright, Mom."
Listening to the girl's calm and
simple response—such calmness
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disapparhtents?—xu Ya took a
deep breath and forced herself to
hold back the tears threatening to
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Feeling remorse was no longer enough; she would need to use concrete actions to make amends.
"Shifei, do you know about the Cheng Family?"
After composing herself, Xu Ya chatted with Yun Shifei about school and then asked how she was getting along
with her classes at the Cheng Family household.
Yun Shifei answered truthfully but couldn’t help asking Xu Ya about Cheng Lie.
After the events at dinner earlier, the more Yun Shifei thought about it, the more something didn’t sit right with
her.
She couldn't shake the sense that Cheng Lie wasn’t as happy as he appeared to be on the surface.
"What's the matter?"
"I've been staying at the Cheng Family for the past two days, and I've started to feel that Uncle Cheng and Aunt
Cheng aren't as good to Cheng Lie as they seem on the outside."
"On the surface?" Xu Ya questioned the choice of phrase.
"| mean, before, Cheng Lie would
always take his family’s car to school
and have meals delivered by his
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Yun Shifei shared her insights with Xu Ya in detail.
Xu Ya was surprised by how remarkably observant this child was.